Who to Trust...

After the HUGE blow up this weekend, there are still lots of rumors flying all around. Steve has lots of issues in life & went to someone else to talk about 'life' instead of me. When you try to have a female friend on the side, one thing leads to another. He has problems with staying put in life too. He is constantly looking for the greener pasture. We basically break up on Friday night and make-up on Saturday. I'm still a wreck from it all!!!

He was supposed to move in with my parents on Saturday BUT... while we were cleaning out the room (which was still a wreck from my grandfather living there, the crazy lady & us moving stuff in there to make room for my mom's hospital bed)... my dad (who was not feeling well & very sick) gets up from his nap & blows up (mostly at me). Well, Steve did not like all the yelling, cursing, etc. (not like he can't throw his own fits) so he decided that under a bridge would be better (playing on my emotions). For now, he's staying put & trying very hard to work things out.

I know God is in control of my life but golly - what's up with all this?!