Amazing...

Church was SO amazing today! We had a guest minister so we were extra blessed. No weapon formed against thee shall prosper... Isaiah 54:17. Lord knows I needed that about - now!!! The darts being thrown at me have gotten old & dull. I don't want to argue & defend myself or my boyfriend anymore - no, I'm NOT going to do it.

Satan, I'm taking back what you stole from me! Also, I'm going to receive double portion for my troubles (Lord knows I've had lots of those). It's time for a change & things are going to change! I'm moving on with my life & God is going to help me do so.

It's Official....

Today I went to the SS Office & had my name officially changed to just Welborn. I had tried to do it online & by mail but they make you go & show the original paperwork. It was a good feeling to be on with life!

Parenting....

The most effective way to let your daughter know she is loved & cared about is to tell her... "I've wasted my whole life on you for nothing!!!" Now that is love... just sayin!!!

I love it when someone is so miserable in their own life, that they have to try to make everyone else in their life miserable too. Get a life & get over it. You may have had a crappy childhood but why would you want to have a crappy adulthood?! Change! Change your life into the happiness you never had. Most of all, quit running from God & He will make your life better.

Hot, Humid & Monday...

Lately when I walk out the door in the morning, it feels like I live in Houston all over again! It's been humid every morning. The other night it was so humid that I could have used a knife to cut my way through to walk next door.

Saturday I cleaned & cleaned on my closet. I have about 2/3 or more of it cleaned out. It's amazing the clothes we accumulate & the stuff that gets stuffed into the closet. I have a big bag of shoes & a huge box of clothes for Goodwill. If I can work on one room in my house each weekend, I might have my house in shape in a few months. I'm still going through papers & junk from moving. I need to burn a barrel of papers & it will help clean out on of my closets.

Progress is being made in all directions... little by little. Keeping the faith & working towards positive goals always brings a great reward!

Communication...

You ask for communication but do not give me the same courtesy?!

If things change, which they did... you must tell me when they are to go back to normal. I'm not a mind reader & I don't understand any of your logic... because there is none! By the same token, if they go back to normal - then you should give me the same courtesy & communicate with me when I'm not needed on a given night.

When you do not tell me that things are going back to normal & cause me to be yelled & cursed at, not to mention all the hurtful names that my boyfriend was called, & having someone try to slam my car door in my face, but instead placing bruises on my arm & leg - I'm not too happy! As a matter of fact, I'm hurt! But of coarse, this is a new week so we will act different (like nothing happened) & just go on.